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1am, smoking jays and listen to Keaton Henson. Saturday nights are lovely.
The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.– Sylvia Plath (via perfect)
Just smoked a good 3grams of extraordinary bong love and took 6 maybe 5 Valium and I’m just so content and happy and I somehow made it home and like just forever no I’m going to mix my weed up with Valium just for a nice lil pat of the back because everyone loves pats. I also acquired a box of 10 delicious macaroons. Lovely glovely safety first.
I'm back! :)
So today I won an iPad at my work and now I can blog again! I’m so happeeeeee :) My blog is also going to change so prepare yourselfs!
i’m so angry i want to blow up my house and attack my brother with a knife die.
Triple lols I’m back on facebook whywhywhywhywhy hi hi hi hi
[[MORE]]So basically words cannot describe how much of a failure I am. It sucks because I tried and I studied and yeah I knew I didn’t do well in the Philosophy exam but I thought I would have done better in the others. And I have had to lie to everyone who has asked me….which was six people…because well none of my friends give a shit about how well did and it seems only the...
[[MORE]]srsly what’s the point.
Wondering that maybe.
[[MORE]]I keep thinking that maybe I’m already dead and right now I’m just in transition. I can talk and feel and move because I want so badly to believe that I ca,n and that need to be noticed, to exist, is so strong that those around me see me. And sooner or later I’ll be gone completely but because I’ve caught onto my death I can’t pass on because you need to be at...
I’m here. I’m here. Please hear me. Please please please please please please please please please please please. I don’t want to be there anymore. I don’t want to be sinking. Why can’t I breathe? Why have you done this? Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why bye die. Please. Let me/no/save me/no/yes/no/no/no
Boy Interrupted. →
Incredible. I am speechless.
i am drowning. i’m drowning. please hear my screams please listen. i can’t breath. i have no ribs, my lungs have no protection. they are dying. i am dying. i am drowning and i can’t breathe. they don’t work. you said they would work but they don’t. i want new ones. i want new lungs. and a new heart and i don’t want to rememeber. help me.